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Zee. 22. Singapore. Fine Art student. Procrastinator. Occasional insomniac. My favourite kind of gifts come in the form of books. Writing keeps me sane. Art keeps me busy. Music is universal. Europe is the place to be.

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You Give Me So Much Pain
Sunday 27 May 2012 | 8:35 am


Would you look at that? I can't believe I woke up this early — on a Sunday, no less. I usually sleep in on the weekends, but I guess my conscience won't leave me alone. It's been giving me the idea that I'm wasting precious time by spending too much of it being unproductive. What's a girl to do, ay? Can't stop myself from reaching the controller, or the tab for the daily dosage of fiction.

I hate this nagging feeling.

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I'll Be Better
| 12:58 am

I'll get started on drawing Soap and Ghost respectively tomorrow. I was going to start a few minutes ago, but due to a cat-related situation that had gotten Dad—and in turn, I—somewhat peeved, the mood has since dissipated. I could just go right ahead as I'm just itching to start drawing again because if I don't, I might lose my momentum, but I don't want to be drawing in an unfavourable mood. Actually, I kind of feel like I already have lost my momentum. Such is the case when you're trading free time for money.

I haven't even started on Seung-hyun. Hell, I haven't even finished the Real Madrid one. Now I have added Soap and Ghost to the queue — and a request of an, idol, I suppose you'd call it, by my sister.

I wish I had enough motivation and determination to follow through on what I said I would do, but these distractions are so…distracting. Demoralising. Discouraging. They stray me away.

I suppose, for now, I write.

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Bugger-all, Mate
Sunday 13 May 2012 | 11:34 am

So I've been reading a lot of Call of Duty fan-fics. I would fall asleep halfway with the Galaxy Tab by my side and when, for some reason, I wake up in the middle of the night, I would continue and fall right back to sleep again — especially on weekdays. It's my bedtime story. All of it.

I just wished the former TF141 members hadn't died.

I cannot explain these feelings.

It's just a game, FFS.