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Wednesday 29 November 2006 | 11:16 pm

Um, I think I need my therapist back. I want to rant so bad. I want to break things. I want to scream. I want to cry.

It's catching up on me again.

Monday 27 November 2006 | 6:09 am

I just went through my drawer of CDs.

Both sweet and bitter memories came flooding back. Okay, maybe not the bitter. There are some urban mixed CDs...which I just smiled down at it. It brings back the past years. Then there are many rock compilation CDs I made. Some bands that I've forgotten, some making me realize I've stopped listening to them...then something struck me.

I don't have my Muse compilation CD.

I didn't realize that until now. It has probably gone missing for like...two years now because the last time I held it, I was on my parents' bed listening to it. That was in 2004...which makes me 14.

Now, I don't have it.

I wonder where it is...

Wednesday 22 November 2006 | 9:28 pm

Guess what?

I'm bored with this background already.

Really.

It's not healthy.

Hah. Sorry. S.O.S. reminds me of "Charge of This Post".

Anyways, my brother got his motorcycle. It's a Yamaha brand. He said something about the model...I didn't catch it. I was awe-ing at its beauty and when he rode away, I felt like crying. And that was stupid. I mean, crying over your brother riding away on his motorcycle?

Perhaps, I just fear about his safety. After all, the last time he rode it, the motorcycle was riding by itself. Broke his rib...almost damaging his liver, a fucking hole on his shoulder and...I can't remember other details.

Oh, he lost my slipper! He was wearing it at the time of the accident. My dear flip-flop.

And he asked me in the presence of my mother:

"Two more years...don't you want to ride a motorcycle?"

I didn't reply. I didn't know what to say. Thy is not a big fan of motorcycle. Car, yes. Then my mother said:

"She'll drive a car."

My brother seemed not to be listening because he looked at me and said:

"Take license for it (the motorcycle) and race." I heard that tone in his voice - the tone that tells me he likes the idea of racing his sister on the road.

And, ironically, I like the idea, too.

My mother intervened. "Don't be crazy!"

And he laughed.

Told ya, he's crazy with racing.

Monday 20 November 2006 | 5:40 pm

.:[ Scenario Survey ]:.

1. You wake up and there`s spiders all over your wall and on your bed. What do you do?
- I'll scramble out of bed, scream and just be crazy. I hate crawling bugs, too.


2. After you handled your.. spider problem, you go to take a shower. You turn on the water and.. mud comes out. What now?:
- Mud? Ew. I must have woken up on the worng side of the bed.


3. Now you want to eat breakfast. You open the cabinet and there`s nothing in it! What do you do for breakfast?:
- Just drink. I drink to start my day off.


4. After that, you decide to go for a walk. You trip over a cup, and a genie pops out and says he`ll grant you one wish. What do you wish for? (no, you can`t wish for more wishes!):
- I will wish for vampires to exist.

5. After you made your wish, you find a $30 bill on the ground! But wait.. there`s no such thing! What do you do with it?:
- I'll take it of course.

6. While walking on, your favorite celebrity is walking toward you! Who is this celebrity and what do you say?
- Carmine Giovinazzo...and I'll say I love his eyes and his NY accent. Hah.


7. The celebrity gives you two concert tickets to your favorite band`s concert because they can`t go. What band is it and who will you bring?:
- Bleeding Through! I'd bring Fake.


8. That celebrity also lets you pick a song you wrote for your favorite band to play. What song do they play?:
- I don't write songs.


9. After your walk, you go home and check your mail. What`s this? You win a $10,000 shopping spree at your favorite store? What store is it and what do you buy?:
- The store would be Kinokuniya Bookstore. I'd buy books of course. I'd go book-crazy.


10. After that, you invite a friend over and you order pizza. The pizza is glowing green, but you eat it anyway. After you eat it, you have superpowers! What powers do you have?:
- Telepathy. That'd be awesome.


11. What do you do with your superpowers?:
- Invade people's minds.


12. Now that you have superpowers and just about everything you ever wanted, you get to re-open a favorite store of your`s that closed. Which store do you re-open?:
- Nada.


13. Now you`re on the computer and see you can get your own domain name for $30! (oh, the $30 bill!) What`s your domain name?:
- No clue.


15. Okay, now that you have your domain name, what do you put on your website?:
- Artworks done by me, maybe.


16. After you finished your website for the day, you decide you need some sleep since you had a long day. You go to your room only to discover the spiders are back. What do you do?:
- Call pest control to rid of them ASAP.


17. You don`t even want to sleep in your room anymore, so you sleep on the couch. In the middle of the night you`re woken up by a bang on your roof. You go outside to check it out and.. what the hell it`s Billie Joe Armstrong!
- What the hell is he doing on my fcking roof? I'm calling the cops and have a restraining order on him.


18. After you`re done talking or doing whatever to Billie Joe, Tre and his magical drumsticks fall from the sky. Tre says he`ll grant you one wish with his magical drumsticks. What do you wish for this time? (still, no wishing for more wishes)
- I will wish for them to leave me the fuck alone. Yeah.


19. Now you`re really tired, but you`re hungry, too. So you decide to get a midnight snack. You open your refridgerator and find a lifetime supply of candy! Yay! What do you do?:
- Did someone just say CANDY? A LIFETIME supply of CANDY? Oh, I must be in Heaven.


20. After eating that candy, you`re too wired to sleep. You want to tell your friends about the coolness that happened! Who do you tell?:
- My cats and kittens. They're the best because I can cuddle with them all.

| 7:08 am

1. How old will you be in five years?
I will be 21.

2. Who did you spend at least two hours with today?
My bro. Watched him play another round of RE4.

3. How tall are you?
Apparently too tall for my age. But I'm happy.

4. What do you look forward to most in the next six weeks?
I don't know. Nothing interesting worth looking forward to.

5. What's the last movie you saw?
Brotherhood 2. It was on TV...and frankly, it sucks.

6. Who was the last person you called?
Nobody. I rarely use the phone.

7. Who was the last person to call you?
Nobody.

8. What was the last text message you receiveved?
Emotality stating she needs help with her MP3.

9. Who was the last person to leave you a voicemail?
Nada. None. Zero.

10. Do you prefer to call or text?
Text, though it's a little troublesome.

11. What were you doing at 12am last night?
Watching TV.

12. Are your parents married/separated/divorced?
Married.

13. When is the last time you saw your mom?
She's getting ready for work now.

14. What color are your eyes?
Dark brown.

15. What time did you wake up today?
Haven't slept yet.

16. What are you wearing right now?
Red shirt, black capri.

17. What is your favorite christmas song?
None.

18. Where is/are your favorite place to be?
Kinokuniya bookstore. Borders. Art Friend.

19. Where is your least favorite place to be?
School but whatever.

20. Where would you go if you could go anywhere
Venice.

21. Where do you think you'll be in 10 years?
Only the future knows.

22. Do you tan or burn?
I don't get burnt.

23. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
The monster under the bed. So I'd lined every single pillow around the bed as a barrier. I felt oddly safe after that. So basically, I slept without pillow under my head.

24. What was the last thing that really made you laugh?
Ashley Graham screaming for help. She does it funny.

25. How many TVs do you have in your house?
Three - the living room and parents' bedroom and bro's room.

26. How big is your bed?
Single bed.

27. Do you have a laptop or desktop computer?
Desktop computer.

28. Do you sleep with or without clothes on?
With.

29. What color are your sheets?
Dark blue. It reminds me of Vergil. That devil.

30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Two. I don't like feeling suffocated in my own bed.

31. What is your favorite season?
Winter!

32. What do you like about fall?
The color makes me happy.

33. What do you like about winter?
It's cold, seem pure, and white. It's nice. I like.

34. What do you like about the summer?
I hate summer.

35. What do you like about spring?
Nothing.

36. How many countries have you lived in?
One.

37. What cities/towns have you lived in?
Just one.

38. Do you prefer shoes, socks, or bare feet?
Socks...frequently bare feet.

39. Are you a social person?
Nope.

40. What was the last thing you ate?
Two slices of white bread.

41. What is your favorite restaurant?
None. Bring me to an Italian restaurant and I'd love you.

42. What is your favorite ice cream?
Coffee-flavored.

43. What is your favorite dessert?
I don't have one.

44. What is your favorite kind of soup?
Chicken soup is the best.

45. What kind of jelly do you like on your PB & J sandwich?
I don't eat that.

46. Do you like Chinese food?
Nah.

47. Do you like coffee?
I love coffee.

48. How many glasses of water, a day, do you drink on average?
Four, perhaps. I don't count.

49. What do you drink in the morning?
Plain water.

51. Do you sleep on a certain side of the bed?
Right smacked in the middle.

52. Do you know how to play poker?
Nope.

53. Do you like to cuddle?
Yes, indeed I do.

54. Have you ever been to Canada?
Nope.

55. Do you have an addictive personality?
None that I'm aware of.

56. Do you eat out or at home more often?
Home.

58. Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
No. That sucks.

59. Do you want kids?
...I guess so.

60. Do you speak any other languages?
Yes.

61. Have you ever gotten stitches?
Nope.

62. Have you ever ridden in an ambulance?
Nope.

63. Do you prefer an ocean or a pool?
Swimming pool.

64. Do you prefer a window seat or an aisle seats?
Window seat. I like to observe the things outside.

65. Do you know how to drive stick?
I don't have a driving license. But drive stick is troublesome.

66. What is your favorite thing to spend money on?
Novels. Art supplies.

67. Do you wear any jewelry 24/7?
Ear studs.

68. What is your favorite TV show?
CSI.

69. Can you roll your tongue?
Yes.

70. Who is the funniest person you know?
Nobody.

71. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
Four of them.

72. What is the main ring tone on your phone?
I don't know. It has been permanently silenced by me.

73. Do you still have clothes from when you were little?
Nope.

74. What red object is closest to you right now?
That red box, dictionary, a novel, and a candle.

75. Do you turn off the water while you brush your teeth?
Yes.

76. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Closed. I don't like it opened and I don't know why.

77. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees?
Bear. I hate flying insects. It bugs the hell out of me.

78. Do you flirt a lot?
Nope.

79. What do you dip a chicken nugget in?
Mayonnaise. Chilli sauce. Mustard.

80. What is your favorite food?
Spicy ones.

81. Can you change the oil on a car?
I don't have the authority to do so. Hah. Do I sound so official-like or what?

82. Have you ever gotten a speeding ticket?
I don't have a license, dipshit.

83. Have you ever run out of gas?
No.

84. What is your usual bedtime?
For now, I have no usual bedtime. It has all gone out of the window. I'm an insomniac.

85. What was the last book you read?
The Book Thief by Markus Zusak.

86. Do you read the newspaper?
When there's a newspaper on the table.

87. Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
Nope.

89. Do you watch soap operas?
Nope.

90. Do you dance in the car?
Nope.

91. What radio station did you last listen to?
None.

92. Who is in the picture frame closest to you?
I have no picture frame.

93. What was the last note you scribbled on a piece of paper?
The word "Umbrella". It's with RE relation.

94. What is your favorite candle scent?
Raspberry. Strawberry.

95. What is your favorite board game?
Scrabble!

97. When was the last time you attended church?
Never.

98. Who was your favorite teacher in high school?
None.

99. What is the longest you have ever camped out in a tent?
3 nights.

100. Who was the last person to do something extra special for you?
None came to mind.

| 6:30 am

1. What's your favorite lunchmeat?
I don't have one.

2. If you could be any kind of construction eqiupment, what kind would you be?
Um...a screwdriver.

3. If you were stuck on a stranded island, who would you bring?
I'd drag Vergil but he's in Hell plus he's technically non-existant so, yeah.

4. If you had to listen to one CD for the rest of your life, what CD would you pick? (No, you can't make a mix. :P)
Bleeding Through - The Truth.

5. What's the best concert you've ever been to?
None. Yes, I said none.

6. Halloween or Easter?
Halloween.

7. Singing or dancing?
Dancing.

8. Reading the book or watching the movie?
Reading the book. They've got more depths than motion pictures.

9. How are you at freestylin'?
I know I'm hopeless at that. Like I care.

10. How many boys/girls have you kissed?
Frankly, none.

11. What do you think happens when you die?
I will stay dead, of course.

12. How do you feel about neck tattoos?
They just absolutely drives me CRAZY. It's sexy. And no, I have no problem with that.

13. If you were of the opposite sex, what would you want your name to be?
Carmine. Hah. There's a certain sexiness in that name.

14. Perfect vacation spot?
Venice. Anyone kind enough to come with me?

15. If you could travel free of charge to one place, where would you go?
New York City, because that's the first place that I have ever wanted to go. So bad.

16. Would you ever marry someone who didn't have any legs?
Maybe.

17. What's your favorite food that you can make?
Fried rice. Not really my favorite. I love Mother's porridge but sadly, I don't know how to prepare one.

18. What's your favorite flavor of jam?
Raspberry, Strawberry and Blackcurrant. I'd eat all three.

19. Corn mazes: yay or neigh?
Neigh.

20. Lazer Tag or Putt putt?
I don't know what Lazer Tag is but it sounds fun. If it involves a gun, then yeah, Lazer Tag. I don't play golf.

21. Finish this sentence. At the end of the day, I always wish I'd had more...
time, patience and energy.

22. If you had the chance to be a foreign exchange student to another country, what country would you want it to be?
Funny, because Italy comes to mind. (But really, I'd go for S. America.)

23. Do you enjoy leisurely reading?
Oh yes. Locked me up in a library and I assure you, I'll never get bored.

24. Snowboarding or skiing?
I can't do neither.

25. What do you want to be when you grow up?
I'm still thinking about it. Graphic Designer, mainly.

26. Did you keep a diary/journal as a kid?
No, not really.

27. Do you keep a diary/journal now?
Yeah, I do.

28. What's your favorite fast food restaurant?
I don't have one, really.

29. Would you rather go to the theater to see a movie or rent one at home?
I don't mind both.

30. Chinese food or Mexican food?
Mexican is spicy. Now, that's what I call real food.

31. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes, I do.

32. What's the longest bridge you've ever been on?
I don't know. I don't measure every bridge I've been on.

33. Would you rather be a famous actor or a famous singer?
Famous actor, yes.

34. When you get married, do you want to write your own vows, or use traditional ones?
I will have to think about it.

35. If you could only read one book for the rest of your life, what book would you pick?
Oh, there are just way too many good books to just choose one to occupy the rest of your life.

36. Would you rather sing everything you ever say for the rest of your life, or never sing again?
Never sing again.

37. East coast or west coast?
I don't know.

38. Dogs or cats?
I love animals.

39. Apples or bananas?
I eat both.

40. Would you rather take a picture or be in the picture?
Take the picture. Ya know, be the person behind the lens, the camera.

41. What's your favorite pick up line?
I don't have one.

42. What's grosser, farts or burps?
Farts. Ew.

43. When going on vacation, would you rather drive or fly? (Let's say a 10 hour drive, versus a 3 hour flight.)
I'd rather fly but then, I like the idea of me behind the wheels.

44. Would you rather drive the car or be a passenger?
I rather drive.

45. What was your best Halloween costume ever?
Don't have one.

46. True or false: Sneezes are fun.
True. I love the feeling after you sneeze.

47. Have you ever gotten an E on your report card?
Nope but I got [E]xcellent on one of my Artwork when I was seven. And I'm proud of myself.

48. If you had to make a speech, would you rather make it in front of a bunch of people that you know, or a bunch of strangers?
People that I know.

49. Are you the first one to go up & say hello?
Nah. I don't talk. Not because I can't. I just don't like to talk.

50. Would you rather marry someone who didn't have any body hair WHATSOEVER, or any on their head or anything either, or someone who was very hairy. Not too abnormally hairy, but super hairy stomach, back, legs, arms, face, the whole deal?
Uh...no. You're fucked up man. That's disgusting. Seriously.

Saturday 18 November 2006 | 9:26 pm

So I'm writing today because I'm just happy.

Why?

Someone just died.

Hah. No, I was just kidding.

I'm happy because I finished playing Devil May Cry 3 on my own at 5:00 AM. My bro just had to snore out on me while watching. So much for game support. Yeah, so anyway, 5:00AM, people. Mother was like, "Why haven't you gone to bed yet?"

So I told her, "I'm just about to." Which wasn't the whole truth because after my bathroom break, I realized I couldn't get the last cut scene of the game out of my head. I swear, if my brother wasn't on his bed snoring, I would have shed a tear.

I know, pathetic.

My emotions tend to get out of control late at night, especially when I lack of sleep. Vergil just had to fall back into Hell and thought that it would be fun to fight the Prince of Darkness himself. And the touching moment was when Lady stood beside Dante and looked up at him and asked if he was crying.

Yes, he was.

"Devils never cry," he had said.

Hah. I love that game. The best after Resident Evil Series.

And yes, I can't never get enough of Vergil.

Ever.

Wednesday 15 November 2006 | 1:23 am

So I guess this is one of those times when I develop another obsession over somebody who is not worth obsessing over. And I mean, really, not worth it. It is not like you are able to touch him, or feel him or...well, there is no physical touch whatsoever, so to speak.

For those who has yet to catch on what I am blabbing about right now, I am talking about video game characters. Some are just plain, downright, pathetically ugly. Meanwhile, there are some you just cannot stop staring at.

So the last time was Vergil, the half-demon-half-mortal, and I still am obesessing over him. (He's got a badass, smart-mouth, insane twin brother, Dante).

Now, my obsession subject would be Leon S. Kennedy.

When his graphic appearances enhanced in RE4, and when I first played that game, I thought: Wow, he looks great. As in overall, the game looks great. That was all there was to it - the game looks great. Graphically enhanced.

So that was my first symptom of "Morbid Obsession", as I would like to call it. No, there is nothing morbid about an obsession. It only becomes morbid when you have the tendencies/series/continuation of an obsession over some video game characters.

(Do not, I repeat, DO NOT, quote me on that.)

The second symptom. Instead of focusing on the game and being alert what lays ahead, I found myself staring at his back; his shoulders and his strapping figure. There is something about males and me staring at their shoulders.

And the way how he holds his gun. His hair. His eyes.

His NECK.

So I guess, I have a thing for both shoulders and neck.

This is getting crazy, yes?

The third symptom. When he jumped down from a height and landed on his two feet so perfectly and elegantly (the masculine way), he had to catch Ashley as well (the President's daughter in that game. A slight dumb one, might I add. More of that later). When she landed in his arms, I felt something. No, not jealousy. It is more like annoyance. She just had to follow him. I mean, what is the ladder for? She could have step down the ladder, but no, she has to jump.

Now comes the part when I was so angry with Miss Ashley Graham. She's been kidnapped for several times throughout the game. Since his mission is to rescue and bring her home, he has to find her every time he lost her. No, it is not his fault, really. He did not lose her.

He never did.

Ashley Graham lost herself because she is scared shitless to move and run away from the Ganados trying to recapture her. They captured her, all right. That what makes the game longer, putting him in a whole lot of different shit before he could free her from her prison. She was carried away every time, in the arms of a Ganados, and all she could do was scream.

Scream, I tell you. That is all she does throughout the game. Well, apart from the fact that she helped him getting some things she found on her way out from the trap Salazar had set up.

So, I am typing this up because I finished half of the game, while my bro just had to interfere with my business and finished the other half of the game. So, basically, we finished the game.

Resident Evil 4 is complete.

Now, I am just doing my part finishing off the games under the Extra option.

Word has it that once you finished the Separate Ways (Ada Wong's story), Leon will be getting a Mafia-style outfit.

I have a thing for Mafia, too, so I am not giving up on that chance.

I am so going to buy Resident Evil 5.

Saturday 11 November 2006 | 5:00 am

I'm in a mood of doing yet another survey at 4:56 AM today, but again, when am I ever not in a mood of doing surveys? I could do it for all day long.

1. What kind of medicines do you take?
Fluoxetine, everyday.

2. What are your favorite kind of surveys?
Some really random, strange and rad kind. The kind that doesn't ask normal basic questions.

3. What surveys do you hate?
Asking basic questions like what's your name, where do you live, your age...that kind.

4. What do your parents get mad over most?
I don't know. They don't show anger much so I don't really know when they're mad.

5. Do you email people?
If I have to but normally, no.

6. Do you like myspace, xanga, opendiary, or livejournal better?
I'd go for LiveJournal.

7. Aren't you sick of surveys with the same damn questions?
Oh, that's what I'm talking about! Absolutely sick of it.

8. Would you ever dye your hair a crazy color?
Bright red, like seriously bright, or electric purple.

9. Are your parents strict or they let you do whatever?
They aren't strict yet they don't let me do whatever.

10. Do you have a curfew?
Nope.

11. What do you do at friend's houses?
Well, I don't go over actually.

12. Do friends come over to your house?
Aha, yes and I enjoy their company.

13. Would you rather sleep over a friends house or have them sleep over yours?
Either way is fine with me.

14. How often do you go online?
Everyday. It has become my daily routine.

15. Are you in any myspace groups?
I'm not sure. I got invitations from several groups but I don't know if I've accepted them.

16. Do you post in them?
Nope.

17. Do you like the beatles?
I like a few of their songs, though, but not really into The Beatles.

18. What's your favorite poster you have, if any?
Poster, hmm...no, I don't favor one.

19. What about your favorite shirt?
Many but I go for...ahem, A7X bat logo shirt, or maybe the A7X sweatshirt itself.

20. What band can you not stand?
Quite a few.

21. Have you ever taken an "emo picture"?
Nope. What exactly is an "emo picture" anyway?

22. Do you believe in karma?
I guess I do.

23. What are your religious views?
I have nothing to say about them.

24. Do you have photoshop?
Oh, yes, and I love it.

25. Are you too impatient to fill out super long surveys?
Nah. I'd do them all.

26. Do you like stand up comedy?
Nope. I seem unable of catching the joke. The next thing I know, everyone's laughing, like it's so fucking hilarious.

27. What's something weird that no one seems to like but you?
Everyone's complaining about me not smiling, looking furious, not talking much, being tense, cold and creepily quiet. Then there's this someone who claims I'm violent inside who appears to be calm. Well, I guess that's true. I do have morbid imaginations of killing the people I hate.

28. Would you ever try drugs?
No, thank you very much.

29. Do you want to have a big family, small one, or none at all?
A small one is great...or maybe none at all. MAYBE.

30. What's the worst feeling ever?
Feeling down, depressed and stressed and feeling like you're invisible where nobody notices you, and don't even know your fucking name. That's the worst feeling. I hate that whole family.

31. Have you ever made a survey?
Nope.

32. Can you draw?
Not boasting but yeah, I can.

33. What annoys you?
People.

34. Put a random song lyric here:
"Mama, we all go to Hell..."

35. What song is that from?
Mama - MCR.

36. Would you ever practice witchcraft?
For fun that doesn't hurt anybody in any way...but no, since no one knows a thing about it to pull me into practicing it with them.

37. Are you single and happy?
I'm 16, single and fucking happy. I don't understand why teenagers worry so much about finding love. It's sickening to me.

38. What was your first kiss like?
...One thing about me, don't ask love-related questions.

39. Have you ever been out of the country?
Why, yes, I have.

40. What's the cutest animal?
Oh, oh, I know, PENGUINS! They's just so adorable.

41. Have you already imagined what your wedding would be like?
Not really but the one I've imagined is so English-like type of wedding with a gown and heels and flowers and the men wearing tuxedos. It's crazy. It's like I'm marrying an English man.

42. Are you "saving yourself" until marriage?
Ahaha...yes. It's a must anyway.

43. What would you want your future career to be?
A career that earns me big bucks...and I'm yet to know what it is.

44. Can you play any instruments?
Nope.

45. Are you for or against gay marriage?
For.

46. How about abortion?
Against.

47. How about war?
Positively, absolutely against it. These people with power are fucked up in the head.

48. If you had to be a teacher, what would you want to teach?
Art is easy because well, there isn't any theory to go through.

49. If someone offered $1,000 to walk aorund the block naked, would you?
Nah. I'd pass.

50. Have you ever made your own layout?
Yes. Countless of times now.

51. What's the latest you've ever been online?
I don't get your question.

52. What's your favorite thing you own?
Digital Camera, MP3, novels and canvases.

53. Have you heard of the 5,000 question survey?
Nope. I'd so do it.

54. Would you take it?
I just told you; yes.

55. Have you ever fallen in public?
Ahah...once like...years ago. But no one was around. So I'm saved and laughed like crazy.

56. Have you ever asked someone out?
Nope.

57. Has a stranger ever hit on you?
Nope.

58. Have you ever cussed in front of your parents?
Nope. I keep my tongue under control around them.

59. Did they even care?
Yeah.

60. Are your parents religious?
Oh, they are.

61. What do your parents do for a living?
Mom works in an office, dad does mechanic.

62. Would you want to do that?
I actually like the idea of working in an office but I don't know.

63. If you had $500 to spend at only one store, what store would you choose?
Kinokuniya...the BIG bookstore! I'd go book-crazy, I tell ya.

64. Do religious jokes offend you?
Yes. It shouldn't be made fun of. It's just something you don't.

65. What about racial ones?
Well, they bother me greatly but doesn't offend me.

66. Do you listen to a band you'd be embarrassed to tell people?
Nope.

67. Do any of your friends know every single thing about you?
Of course not.

68. Have you ever told a secret you promised you wouldn't?
Nope. Still safe with me.

69. Have you ever lied to a friend?
Yes.

69. Have you ever stolen something?
Nope.

70. Do you believe in fate?
Yes.

71. Do you want any tattoos or piercings?
I want them if I could...but no.

72. What was your best halloween costume?
I don't have one.

73. Do you have any family traditions?
Nope.

74. Do you have dial up?
Nope.

75. Do you listen to the radio?
Sometimes.

76. Do you collect anything?
Yes.

77. Are you a huge fan of any show?
CSI: NY. I'm a sucker for that show.

Friday 10 November 2006 | 3:52 am

So anyway, my bro MMSed a photo to my mom. It's his bike, as in, motorcycle. He just bought it and I can't believe he's going to ride one soon. I caught a glimpse of the picture earlier, but never really got the chance to actually scrutinize it because everyone wants to see how the bike looks like. It's crazy.
He said later that he's going to use my favorite color combination: red and black. I guess he just hates white. Its original paintwork is red and white, and really, it reminds me of Singapore...Indonesia's flag even. So, yeah, I'm so going to encourage him using red and black.



So congratulations to him on finally getting his license, buying his very first bike and I'm so going to kill him if he's not returning my 100 bucks...or if I don't get to ride it with. I mean, hey, I aided him with 100 bucks paying his...I don't know...some insurance and other shit that I can't be bothered with. The problem is, he's jobless because the company he worked for previously is a real fucking pain in the ass. So basically, the money collection I have for this month is short of 100 bucks.



But that's okay. He's my bro. He always gets what he wants. Even my father says so. He's the child that is overly and outrageously pampered. He's stubborn as a mule, too. Sometimes like a big piece of shit that messes with my belongings. Despite all that, he's the best when he wants to be the best with me.
That lucky bastard.



And my cats just gave birth. Keyword: catS. <-- Note the 'S'? There are two of them and I have 8 kittens making noise while I'm sleeping. So now, I have 8 kittens + 3 cats = 11 cattens? (cattens: unofficial word of saying there are both cats and kittens together).



That's insane, seriously.