• Can't watch CSI: NY because someone just don't get it and will most probably ever not that on Mondays, the 10:00PM slot is meant for me. I know, it's this bad having cable. Father, Brother and I are always fighting for the TV and we've been at it since forever. Oh, would you look at that? Father just walked into my bedroom saying that CSI: NY is yet to end. Who the hell wants to watch it when it's going to end in five minutes time? The most that I could get is the ending and then the credits. Where's the fun in that? I might as well just wait for the rerun at 2AM. But then I'll be sleepy seeing as how I've got extra classes even on my frigging June holidays.

Which brings me to my second point: SCHOOL IS A PAIN.

• The school has taken the first two weeks off of my holidays for the sake of those extra classes. I know I shouldn't be complaining but it feels so unfair. It's the June holidays and as if that isn't enough, there are tons of assignments given, which of course is inevitable and understandable. Those people can't see us students being free; there is always something for us to do.

Which brings me to my third point: PAINT MAYHEM.

• I've brought my canvas home last Friday and I had to call Father to help me out. There's only so much I can carry at that time. With my final design already on it, all I need to do is to paint as much as I am able to cover for the next 4 weeks. Right now, I'm painting the grapes and I'm telling you, it's not an easy task. It's not easy because I've got so many of them to paint and I keep confusing myself about the shading (because the first two were given a demo by my teacher and she didn't exactly follow my color scheme so now it looks a tad weird, which I'm not happy about).

Which brings me to my fourth (hopefully last) point: ANGER.

• Lately, I get irked so easily. I can barely control my temper and I keep almost getting into a misunderstanding with Mother, which I don't really need at the moment. I get so annoyed over small matters. I'll give you an example: there are two people sitting nearby me in class and it seems to me that they just will never learn when to shut up. Sure, I could just tell that in their faces but, again, I'm afraid of offending them. They're friends to me in a way and besides, I'm never good at confronting people; it might just go downhill from there or I might end up making a complete fool of myself, so I shut up. I do give them some hints, though, when they're too noisy. But apparently, they're that oblivious, too. I know, it's sad.

Yep, that was my last point, thank God.

Music: "Everything" - Michael Buble
Feeling: Hyped

I know, me, listening to Michael Buble?

Hey, I can't exactly listen to hardcore, thrash, black all the time. I have sensitive ears, remember? And yes, sometimes, that is noise.

I finally get to watch The Departed. So many 'fuck' mentioned that it made me laugh. Really, I get all excited listening to them talk that way, especially Mark Wahlberg in that office. So straight up and blunt. Well, they are all so straight up and blunt. I enjoy brashness, yes. After that, I watched Smokin' Aces. I wonder why Ryan Reynolds had to have that facial hair. I mean, he reminds me of that frontman of The Killers. It's disturbing. Anyway, the movie is a bloodshed. I enjoyed it actually. Bullets were flying everywhere, blood was spewing, stabbing here and there...it's hectic and I like hectic. A little funny, though. Heh.

Then today, I watched 300. Haha. I love that movie...though I was a little too weirded out having to look at Leonidas' ass. He was standing naked and my mother was talking on the phone in the living room. So I was like 'oookay...nudity' and then bam, he and his queen were going at it. I couldn't just sit there so I ran to the kitchen and refill my glass

Oh, and I was staring at all the guys' necks. Now, if anyone were to ask me what is the feature of the opposite sex that attracts me first, it's got to be the neck.

You just have got to love the neck...or the mole.

I just realized Rob has one. The mole, I mean. Only Emotality knows about my fascination with the beauty marks on males.

50 COMPLETELY Random Questions Survey

1) What's Your Favorite Letter?
Don't have one but I'd choose V.

2) Is That the same letter as your first name?
That would be the letter N.

3) What is your favorite way to eat Potatoes?
I like it mashed, thank you.

4) What are your views on Sharpies?
It's all right.

5) How much wood could a wood chuck chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood?
Um...twice the number a wood chuck could chuck if a wood chuck could chuck wood. Yeah. It's got to be it.

6)What came first the chicken or the egg?
Without chicken, you don't get eggs. But without eggs, you don't get chicken either. So I have no idea.

7) Have you ever thought about question #6 for more than 5 minutes?
Less than a minute.

8) How many xangas have you had?
One that has already been erased from the database.

9) How many of your xanga have the letter X in them?
None.

10) How many SNs have you had?
Quite a number actually.

11) How cool are you?
I'm not cool; I'm cold.

12) Describe your best friends in five words.
She is idiotically, moronically crazy.

13) Now describe your best friend in one word.
Crazy.

14) Have you ever made up a language?
Yes. It's Gerwathai.

15) Can you speak it fluently?
It sounds like Russian though. German, too. Oh, some Thai. Heh.

16) Have you ever made up a secret hand shake?
Nah. I don't need one.

17) Are you wearing make up?
Right now, I'm not.

18) Have you ever eaten squid?
Yes, I have. Those greasy, deep-fried one coated with golden-brown crust. Drooling, yet?

19) Do you like Ramen?
Nah, not really.

20) Have you ever Eaten it dry?
No.

21) Are you wearing any Orange?
No but I'm drinking something orange.

22) Pepsi or Coke?
Coke because I think I'm hooked to it.

23) Can you honestly taste the difference?
Honestly, I don't. Guess you need some serious taste buds for that, huh?

24) How many buddies are on your Buddy list?
I don't know. I never really checked.

25) How many of them do you actually talk to?
Just a few close ones.

26) Do you have a cell phone?
Uh huh, I do.

27) How many contacts do you have on it?
I don't know. How is this any of your concern?

28) What comes to your mind when you hear the word Green?
The sin Envy. Heh.

29) What is your favorite Food group?
I have no idea.

30) Do you have braces or have you had braces?
Never worn them before.

31) What is your most embarrassing moment?
I'm not telling.

32) What are your views on the word "dudette" ?
It's not a word; more like a slang and I think it's stupid.

33) What's your Favorite band?
I can't really say because I don't have one.

34) Have you ever been out of the country?
Yes, I have. Just to the neighboring country. Hah.

35) How many Sara's do you know?
One for the moment.

36) How do you say "whatfs up?" (ex. sup? wassa? wuzup?_)
Simply just: What's up?

37) How often do you visit Google in a day?
It's my Homepage so I'd say everyday.

38) What do you use Google to find?
My guiltiest pleasures.

39) Have you ever been to another country?
Yes? No? Maybe?

40) do u lik 2 rite lik dis?
That's fucking annoying. Don't ever type like that to me.

41) d0 you l1k3 2 wr1t3 l1k3 d15?
Motherfucker.

42) Did question 41 offend you because I didn't use the corect form of l33t?
Offend, no. Pissed, yes.

43) Are you glad this survey is almost over?
The sooner it's over, the sooner we can move on, yes?

44) Are you photogetic?
Photogenic, you mean? No. I hate taking pictures.

45) What is your moms middle name?
No middle name.

46) What was your favorite grade?
I have no favorite grade, all right? I never favor going to school.

47) How many hours do you spend on the phone each day?
Zero. I don't talk on the phone.

48) When was the last time you ate pizza?
A very long time ago.

49) What do you think of Vegitarians?
Being a vegetarian is good; less animals getting slaughtered.

50) What did you think of this survey?
It was random to a small extent.