My first thought was: he has beautiful hands! Or to be precise, his long fingers - but what are fingers without the hands, yes? Then I caught sight of his forearms and the rolled up sleeves at his elbows. And, of course, the silver watch. I know! I'm sorry! I don't know why I notice these things on people. It's distracting. The main reason I clicked on the link was because he was doing Now You're Gone on piano and I was momentarily awed by his - bleh! They're only hands, for God's sake!

It didn't take long for me to snap out of the I-can't-look-away-from-your-fingers trance; when he starts playing, I'm just ridiculously happy which is just as ridiculous because first, I smiled; second, I was bubbling with insane giggles; lastly, I had to cup my fingers over my mouth to stop myself from squealing. See, ridiculous, yes?

Ho ho ho!

Enough blabs. Enjoy!




So! Who wants to watch Valkyrie with me?

Dun dun dun.

Or I could always wait for the DVD.

- x -
1: When you wake up you say:
Love of mine, someday you will die.

2: While driving, someone cuts you off and you yell:
Red leaves blow in the wind!

3: You get asked out by your crush and say:
Goodbye - a word that makes me cry.

4: You scream during sex:
Die Tränen greiser Kinderschar.

5: You get fired from your job and say:
And so it is, just like you said it would be.

6: You fail your senior year in high-school and say:
Would you believe me if I said I was sorry?

7: After a good movie you say:
I see your dirty face, hide behind the collar.

8: Your boy/girlfriend breaks up with you and you say:
A man, who's soul was put away to rest that night.

9: Your favorite song comes on the radio and you say:
My butterfly, I’m happy when you’re with me.

10: You've just been elected President of the United States, you say:
I'm a little insane and a little deranged.

11: Your favorite athlete/team loses a match, you say:
I'm chaos international, the writing on the wall; a Lazarus in parable.

12: You find out your best friend is moving to another country, you say:
You say, "It's not what you do."

13: Your favorite band comes to your town and you say:
Five hundred, twenty-five thousand, six hundred minutes.

14: You see two gay guys making out in the mall, you say:
The word is out, this town can hardly breathe.

16: After taking a bubble bath, you say:
When I'm in this state of mind, I'm wishing I was blind.

17: Your motto is:
I didn't say the words I would have said.

18: You find out you're moving to another country and you say:
Bitches, I hope you know.

19: Elvis shows up at your door and you say:
Dear friends of this academy: oh, Romeo is bleeding to death.

20: You meet your favorite celebrity and say:
Were you honest when you said, "I could never leave your bed."

One word: woohoo!

• Paradise Lost
• Circles
• Awoken
• The Awakening
• Homecoming

Now Between You and I is in order. Possibly even Sweet Dreams as well. Heh. We'll see how it goes.

There's something about my hair. It refuses to be colored. My brother pointed that one out to me. Yesterday, he laughed at me because even the easy apply-on hair dye doesn't work. It's a Japanese product, you see. He brought home four tubes of them; 2 pink, 1 yellow and 1 blue. Since I'm not crazy enough to use the blue or even the yellow, for that matter, I used the pink. It's PINK, okay? In fact, it's candy pink. But when I applied it on a lock of strands, I didn't see pink. When it dried, that strand became purple. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND my hair.

Of course that had something to do with the fact that my hair is black. I jokingly said to my hair while tugging at it, "I'mma bleach you!" My brother agreed; I have to go bleach my hair. But! Of course I'm not going to bleach my hair. That's crazy. I love my black hair...but I'd love to have some streaks, too. Red streaks, to be precise. In-your-face kind of red. Candy-red kind of red. The kind of red - yeah, you get the picture.

Lastly, I need money! Just so I can buy you-know-what.

1. What do you most commonly do to pass time while sitting in a waiting room?
I watch people. I take note of things. I read if there was any reading material lying around.

2. Is there anything on your lap right now?
Nothing at all.

3. What is the weirdest thing you have ever heard somebody being afraid of?
Flowers. I kid you not. She's weird like that.

4. When was the last time you fed your pet?
Just this evening.

5. What weight of bowling ball do you use?
Um, 14? I'm not sure. Or is it 12? Heh. I hardly bowl.

6. Why did you last gasp?
...because, ugh. I don't want to talk about it.

7. Have you ever tried Naked juice? If so, what's your favorite flavor?
Naked wha?

8. Do you prefer regular water or flavored water?
Regular, please.

9. What is the closest clear object?
A bottle of rubbing ointment.

10. How many windows are in your room?
It stretches along one wall.

11. What is the closest liquid to you?
The rubbing ointment.

12. Do you know how to use chopsticks?
I'm not a pro but yes.

13. What is your dream car?
BMW M3!

14. How old is the person you're currently interested in?
I'm not interested in anyone. Ever think of that possibility?

15. What was the last food you ate with a spoon?
Soup. Oh, yummy soup.

16. Do you currently want any piercings?
Yes. I only want this one and I swear, I won't get anymore crazy ideas. Wait. I should be telling that to Ma.

17. Do you know anybody who has a red hair/green eyes combination?
Negative.

18. Have you ever gambled in a casino?
Nah. I don't gamble.

19. What color was the last thing you drank?
It was clear.

20. How old was your mother when you were born [or adopted]?
Hmm. Interesting question. I'd never thought of it before.

21. Do you get offended easily?
I suppose so. I don't know.

22. What color is the thing you're sitting on?
Gray.

23. Do you have any desire to visit Japan?
I do, actually. Yeah.

24. Who did you last hold hands with?
Ma. I have this urge to hold somebody whenever I cross a busy road. Or else I'd panic.

25. Have you ever wanted to be an extra in a movie or TV show?
Nah. I wouldn't put myself on TV.

26. What were you doing before you began this survey?
Snagging Edward Norton's icons. Wee!

27. What internet browser do you use? [Firefox, Internet explorer, Safari, etc]:
IE.

28. Are any of the keys on your keyboard faded?
None.

29. Who did you last play cards with?
Conspiracy.

30. What store would you just love to work in?
A store which sells books.

31. Do you like the smell of coffee?
I absolutely do. It's the best smell to wake up to.

32. Are you a bookworm or do you generally not like reading?
Bookworm, it is.

33. What was the last magazine you read?
Heh. Harper's Bazaar.

34. Are your hands cold right now?
Not at all.

35. One word to describe your current mood:
Funky!

1. What does the 15th message in your inbox say?
I don't have a 15th message. I've cleared my inbox.

2. How does the person who sent that make you feel?
sdisajd!sdhj.

3. Can you see a cat from where you're sitting?
Why, yes, of course. Junior is sleeping right next to me.

4. Don't you hate it when a piece of hair goes down your shirt, and when you go and fetch it out, it looks like you're touching yourself?
Well, yeah but I'm not that ignorant to be doing that in public or in front of anyone. Gee.

5.When was the last time you kissed someone?
Like, (gasp!) never.

6. Does that person still give you butterflies?
sdisajd!sdhj.

7. Which is worse: girls that are boy-crazy or guys that are constantly, constantly, thinking about sex and talking about it?
Definitely the sex-crazed guys but, at the same time, so are the boy-crazy girls. Can we call it a tie, then?

8. Were you ever obsessed with Vitamin Water?
I was never obsessed with that drink.

9. Do you hate the silence?
Sometimes silence is good.

10. Have you ever just wanted to grab someone's face and tell them you love them?
Yes!

11. Do you ever crack your knuckles/back/ankles/wrists/etc.?
I crack my knuckles everyday.

12.What are you waiting for?
Wednesday. February 3. HSB's DVD. People to stop killing animals for fur. People to stop fucking wearing fur. People with power to put an end to said issue. That is all.

13. What year do you graduate?
2007. Yay me!

14. Who irritates you to no end, but you love anyway?
Junior!

15. What color is your bra?
The color of an abyss.

16. And has anyone except yourself touched that bra?
I'm pretty sure no one else have.

17. What are you craving?
Raspberry Hearts Candy.

18. Are you breaking out right now?
Nah.

19. Are you a spoiled brat?
I don't know. Maybe a little spoiled but I'm not a brat.

20. Have you ever been to a Quincenera?
I can't say that I have.

21. Are you aware of what's going on in the world right now?
Somewhat.

22. What's your favorite default computer game?
Spider Solitaire!

23. Do you like demos better than the official version of a song?
Sure. I mean it's nice to have something to compare the official version to and decide which one's better. It's something I do to kill time.

24. Do your parents shop at the local Costco?
Costco - what, where, who, when, how?

25. I'm selfish as selfish comes, you're giving me a run for my money, honey.
What's that lyrics from?
Ah, nice. Teasing to Please - Cute is What We Aim For.

26. Do you have a gym membership?
I do not.

27. Do you ever think about calling an old friend and seeing what happened to your friendship?
I don't need to. We found new friends. We drifted apart. And we kind of just stopped talking altogether.

28. Define commensalism, please.
I don't know how I still remember this. But it's a relationship between animals/bugs/flowers where one benefits and the other isn't harmed or benefited. Thanks biology class! <-- i didn't have biology class so i'm gonna keep her answer lol <-- Wtf? I don't remember ever coming across this word in biology!!!

29. How do you feel about the school year ending?
Gahaha. I'm not in school, damn it. Not at the moment, at least.

30. So how many surveys have you done today, in total, anyway?
Just this one.

31. Do you hate it when girls put pictures up of themselves in bikinis on their Myspaces?
I wouldn't know. I don't loiter around on MySpace...coughexceptonshady'sslashjeff'scough. Ahem.

32. What time will you go to bed tonight?
Probably around six in the MORNING.

33. Is it cute when a boy is immature?
Puh-lease! I'd cause bodily harm on an immature boy. But! It's cute when he's a dork. Mm.

34. What do you want out of the relationship you're in at the moment?
sdisajd!sdhj. What relationship?

35. What were you doing 24 hours ago?
Ugh. At home staring at my notebook wondering what I should pen down.

36. Who was the last person that said something mean to you?
A friend. Gah! I wanted to hurt him so bad but we're cool now.

37. Who was the last person that told you that you make them happy?
Bahaha.

38. Is that feeling mutual?
Bahaha.

39. Are you in love with anyone?
Nope. No one.

40. Do you have high hopes for the future?
I really do.

41. Do you have a pool?
Nope. That would be nice, wouldn't it? I could swim in chlorine all day.

42. How many times do you paint your nails in a week?
Like, (gasp!) never. I don't paint nails, m'kay? I color them. My pinky, at least.

43. Speaking of which, what color are they right now?
They aren't colored.

44. What was the last stupid thing you did?
Rewriting a whole chapter when it was already okay. But no. It had to be perfect and I have to like it. I hate Perfectionist Me.

45. Are any of your friends taking medication that's messing with their hormones?
Nah.

46. If you had money, would everything be easier?
Of course.

47. Do you think baby pictures of yourself are cute?
Yes. Baby pictures of mine amuse me.

48. Are mullets attractive?
Eh. It's okay I guess but not on my...lover.

49. What's on your calendar this month?
Nothing interesting.

50. Which is better, a night in with your boyfriend/girlfriend, or a night out with all of your friends?
A night with aaall of my friends!