It's especially hard trying to do something other than lazing in bed with a good book while the rain pitter-patter outside. I tried doing something else but every time, it goes back to the book - that addictive book with such elements that blended and clashed all at the same time.

Reading has never felt like this before, not since Twilight, or New Moon. And I bet it won't stop even after Eclipse. I can't wait to get my book-slut hands on it. I'm just hooked. Been hooked once and am hooked again for the second time.

It's contagious and dangerously infectious.

Our "To-Do List Before I Die" isn't going very well. I've no idea what else to add. It seems like, I have a lot of things I want to do before...you know, die, but when it comes to jotting it down, to make a list so you can refer to it and see if have done it or not, the things/thoughts doesn't come to mind.

I just go blank. That sucks.

First of all, I'd like to wish you bastards people a Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays. XD!

Are you saving yourself for marriage?:
Yes.

Have you cried today?:
Yes, I have. It was about a dream. I woke up with tears in my eyes.

What's your favorite physical thing about the opposite sex?:
Eyes, of course, because eyes don't lie.

What's your favorite non-physical thing about the opposite sex?:
The voice.

What's your favorite type of soda?:
Pepsi.

Where are most of your clothes from?:
Practically everywhere.

What is usually the first thing you do when you wake up in the morning?:
See what the time is and think what a miserable day I have to get through.

What is usually the last thing you do before you go to bed at night?:
I always read.

How many people do you hate, if any?:
Two. Enough said.

What's one state you want to go to that you haven't been to already?:
New York City.

Do you honestly care about what other people think about you?:
I do. It bothers me.

Do people ever spell your name wrong?:
They forget the H at the end of my name. How insulting.

Do people ever think you're older/younger than you actually are?:
Older, which kind of makes me feel...good?

Do you like potato chips?:
It's all right.

Do you think that jeans or sweatpants are more comfortable?:
Sweatpants because you see, it stretches when you move and that's comfortable.

How often do you talk on the phone?:
Never.

Do you have a secret that no one knows except for you?:
Yes, I do. Quite a lot, actually.

Are you a good secret-keeper?:
Yes. You tell me a secret, I can keep it without you telling me twice not to say a word about it.

Would you take someone back who cheated on you?:
Hmm...it depends on how bad the situation was back then.

Have you ever flashed anybody?:
No.

Have you ever mooned anybody?:
No.

Do you smoke cigarettes?:
Never. Not planning on it anyway.

Do you smoke weed?:
I don't smoke cigarettes. Why would I smoke weed?

When is the last time you exercised?:
Can't remember.

What is your least favorite season?:
Summer. Hate that.

What's the latest you've ever woken up?:
5 in the afternoon.

What's the latest you've ever gone to bed?:
12 noon.

What do you usually eat for breakfast?:
Toasted bread.

Do you usually eat three meals a day?:
I'm not consistent.

Do you dream often?:
Not really.

Do you have a lot of regrets?:
Not a lot, but yeah.

Are you easy-going?:
Only when I'm comfortable with you.

When do you think is the next time you'll get wasted?:
Never.

If you had to give up TV or the internet, which would you give up?:
TV, because it's all crap on it now.

Do you stereotype people?:
No, I don't.

How many times do you laugh during a day?:
I've lost count.

Do you prefer to smile or laugh?:
Laugh because I find it hard to smile.

What's your favorite dessert?:
I don't have one.

Are you good with directions?:
I'm not sure.

Who knows you better, your friends or your family?:
Friends, of course.

What do you like to put on your ice cream?:
Chocolate chips.

Name one word to describe you.:
Sinister.

Name one word to describe your dad.:
Stranger.

Name one word to describe (one of) your best friend(s).:
Wacko.

How much make-up do you usually wear?:
Eyeliner. That much.

Rate your personality on a scale of 1-10.:
Four.

What is the last thing you made fun of?
I can't seem to remember.

What is your favortie board game?:
I'd say Scrabble but I've never played. o.O? SAY WHAT?

Do you like to sing?:
Yes, just not when people...listen.

Do you believe in love?:
I still don't understand the meaning behind that question.

Liars, cheaters, or backstabbers: Which is worse?:
Backstabbers.

Do you lie often?:
No, not anymore.

Do you chew on your pens?:
That's disgusting.

Do you like coffee?:
Yes, I do.

What's your favorite thing about school?:
Art and Biology class.

What's your least favorite thing about school?:
P.E. and Maths!

Do you use a highlighter when you do wordsearches?:
Yes, I do.

Would you rather spend a day with your mom or your dad?:
Mom. I'm comfortable with her.

Do you believe in aliens?:
No, I don't.

Are you obsessed with any celebrities or their lives?:
Not their lives, but the person as a whole.

What are you addicted to?:
Books.

What is your favorite color?:
Black.

Have you ever been awake for 24 hours?:
Yes, I have.

Do you have a crush on anybody right now?:
No.

When's the last time you went to the beach?:
3 years ago?

If you could speak any language other than English, what would it be?:
Italian, or maybe Spanish, or MAYBE, French.

Do you have a curfew?:
No. That I'm grateful for.

Choose one: Wawa or Seven Eleven.:
Seven Eleven.

Do name brands really matter to you?:
Not really.

Do you use iTunes?:
Yes.

What's the last thing that annoyed you?:
That small kid screaming in the store. Felt like slapping her hard across the face just so she would shut the hell up already.

Are you flexible?:
No, not really.

Would you ever join the army?:
I don't think so.

Can you make a four leaf clover with your tongue?
How do you do that?

If you could travel into space, would you?:
No, thank you.

When's the last time you failed a test?:
Like months ago.

Do you shower in the morning or at night?:
Morning.

Is there a calculator in your house?:
In my drawer, yes. It's been stashed.

Do you wear slippers?:
Yes.

What is/was your favorite Disney movie?:
None.

When is the last time you vacuumed?:
Months ago.

What room is the computer in at your house?:
My bedroom and the living room.

Are you a fast typer?:
Yes, I am. Not boasting or anything.

What subject are you best at in school?:
Art, English and Biology.

Can you cook well?:
Yes, I can!

What room do you spend the most time in at your house?:
My bedroom.

What are you going to be doing five hours from now, most likely?:
Read, write and go to sleep.

Do you go tanning?:
No.

Who was the last person you talked to in person?:
Momma.

What's one thing you really want right now?
Edward Cullen. Haha. And yeah, he's not human. So all things considered, non-humans are referred to as things.

When do you put up your Christmas tree?:
I don't.

If you died tomorrow, who would you want all your stuff to go to?
Momma? The needy ones. I don't know.

Have you ever paid for anything completely in change?:
No.

Do you think what goes around comes back around?
Yes, I believe so. It'll bite you in the ass.

This is crazy. I'm actually addicted to books, as in novels. I'm having this intense craving of going to Borders and go book-crazy. I need new books and my mother keeps complaining about the price. I would buy the bookstore itself if I could.

I haven't been updating because I've been busy fighting for territories in Need for Speed: Carbon. I have to admit, Most Wanted is better, more engaging. There isn't much of a choice for cars. Carbon is more like NFS: Undergound 2, and also, the duration of the game, in my opinion, is a little too short for me. I've finished the game in two days. In Career Mode, anyways. But still...too short.

After that game, I moved on to Fatal Frame III: The Tormented. I've yet to finish the game. Sure it's spooky but absolutely slow that it isn't horrifying anymore.

Just today, I started playing The Sopranos. It was fun - doing all those dirty works. I have a thing for mafia-related issues. So basically, my late afternoon was spent sitting in front of the TV playing it until Joey got made. Then...the end of the game. And I found myself staring at the screen after that in disbelief - too short.

Speaking of getting made, I'm going to finish my game for The Godfather.