Drizzle In Ma Heart
Saturday, 14 August 2010 | 3:12 am
What the
bleep bleep bleep.
In this holy month, I'm trying my hardest not to swear. Hence the bleep bleep bleep. But sometimes, I just do - by accident because humans just annoy other humans without actually meaning to but won't apologise for it and that just elevates that annoyance more. I don't do it out loud, though; it's all in my head, but that's just as good as actually saying it, and that further annoys me more.
Yes, I'm officially annoyed. I don't know if it's from the lack of sleep; or the frustration from having to clear away my assignment pile; or how angry I get just thinking about how bleeping pointless the 3D Studies class is, and how annoying that I have to do a portrait with research, colour studies, artist reference and a study reflection; or HOW MY DAD IS HOGGING THE TV WHEN I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE WATCHING A LIVE MATCH OF BAYERN MUNICH vs REAL MADRID.
Did I mention that it's Real Madrid? Did I mention that it's a live telecast?
I was so looking forward to it and then poof! All the excitement is gone. I was near to tears. I nearly tore this stupid planar models note down the middle. dsfhwpeijhewcifje fiejfdkfjdslkmfoeut-024jg.
This always happens, I'm telling you.
Why, God, WHY?