Cigarettes Are My New Best Friend
Saturday, 24 April 2010 | 10:12 am
Cigarettes!
It's funny. I was thinking of touching on the subject of smoking when I went over to Dorky's blog and saw that she was talking about the same thing. Hm. Haha. Yes, Dorky, at the rate these people around us are puffing, our lungs are more likely to give up on us, the non-smokers, first. Bastards.
Really now. In the morning, even before I'm fully awake, already I'm breathing cigarette smoke, full credits go to my father and brother. It's a different story entirely when I'm headed for work, or lunch, or breaks. That's the most stressing part of the day, by the way. Even when I'm in the comforts of - well, it's not mine but my parents' - home, those two are always puffing.
Can you really blame me if I'm tempted to actually start smoking?
I would if I could but since I've promised Dad I would never pick up smoking, I don't have much of a choice now, do I? Besides, he's put all faith in me that I wouldn't do that. Ever. Because I "don't seem the type to smoke" and also because I'm "very trusting".
I wish people don't expect too much from me. I tend to disappoint, and when I actually do, I tend to be mad at myself for it.